Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

Thanks, guys, for still reading - and commenting! - my blog which I had almost abandoned. During the past months I found it harder and harder to express myself in English. This is probably due to lack of practice. All I ever do is read English books. I don't write much anymore and there's nobody to speak English with. :(
I want to go to London and to Los Angeles bad but I'm totally scared of not being able to understand people.
The weird thing is that I find it easier to listen to Americans (I used to live in the US as kid for a couple of months) but people tell me that I sound very British. I always thought I had some kind of southern accent (having lived in Georgia) but apparently I don't.
Thank you so much for your comments!!! Maybe now I can motivate myself to practice more. My grammer's awful.